Since I'm using the Internet right now, why not write a post:) sorry, I've got no pictures today:(
Today, I have supposedly planned to meet Bianca at the library this morning but last night/1am in the morning, my piano teacher sent me a text message and stating that lesson should be changed to 12pm-3pm because it's PIANO INTENSIVE, I was looking forward to studying at the library and I had piano lessons. but honestly I should stop moaning, if I had my lesson at 5 I would end at 8 which is way past dinner time... Hey don't judge me, food is antidote to the sadness in my soul:)
Typing this post from my phone, I think this is going to occur more often since I'm preparing my brain for : "study more, play less" mode by using the Internet only at certain times of the day for example right before bed. Which is driving me nuts. The whole day when I was in the car or trying to finish my work I'll reach for my phone consistently and then my hand flinches and my mind chants "SELF CONTROL SELF CONTROL!!!!" it's been 30 flinches today got to reduce them. 30. That is A-L-O-T. I was never conscious of this bad habit. Lmao flinches. Like flinchel. Rachel and Finn from glee. Get it get it??? All right clearly living in a cave isn't working very well.
Also, my mum got hooked on to this bad habit of watching crappy tv show while ironing clothes, she watches desperate house wives, the bachelorette, and others which I can't recall.
I guess bad habits begin with poor self control. Does this mean my mum has a secret desire for crappy shows? Let's hope that doesn't run in the family.
Sigh prelim is in 10 weeks staring Monday. Come at me prelims, I'm going to complete this trial race with confidence and overwhelming success.
PERSEVERANCE AND MENTAL STRENGTH. SELF CONTROL. Oh god I'm starting to sound like some overachiever junkie. I'll stop right here to save your eyes from reading anymore of my slow morf of my personality into a pre exam mugger
xoxo Shan
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