Falling in

Today, for the first time in almost a year, sundays are no longer made for the dreaded loner tuition. SO I CELEBRATE!!!!!!!

Went out with BSG today after... a year? Basically after a long long time. It's wonderful how I am still able to spend time with my childhood friends and be all silly. We are all very different right now, but the strong foundation of our friendships have been build. This I believe is what's still keeping us together, and God of course. But to think that if I had met them today for the first time, I would not be the best of friends with them because we would be worlds apart. Enough of my over thought thoughts.
I am just thankful for the good and sincere laughter that I had today, it's been months since I could do that, to feel so carefree.

+++ A fragment of today goes as such: we wanted to eat lunch at the handburger, a restaurant, so we sat down in the restaurant only to realise that the burgers cost almost 20 bucks so we wanted to leave the restaurant, however the waitress served water. Beatrice whispered "DON'T TOUCH THE WATER... NOW... JUST WALK OUT!! NOW!! GOGO GO!" And we scurried out embarrassed... We ended up eating at yoshinoya, which wasn't all that bad..
:)

On the train towards playnation

engrossed while playing mario cart


DRUMMMM ROLLLLLLL

POTRAITSSS

           

Beatrice

Ellis

Janice

Lydia

                   (we wanted to go to gardens by the bay but it poured... none the less this was fun)
No pictures of me, I was the cameraman or.... cameralady... why does the English language highlight men more...


                                                                       xoxo Shan

Confined

Today I woke up from my dream crying because someone(I can't Remeber) was praying about their recent lost and which reminded me of the critical condition my grandmother was in, I'm afraid to loose her. I woke up crying, and my heart feels like someone stamped all over it and placed it back into my body. The peculiar sour feeling in my nose too. Unpleasant, but I guess this is life isn't it, fragile and unpredictable. It also hurts to see that someone I love is in such great suffering and yet I can't do anything about it except cherish the time that I have left with her.

I guess i's just one of those days where it has a bad start.

xoxo
Shan

Hidden

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Today Bianca and Caitlyn came over. we lazed around(a lot) and took some photos. Turns out, Caitlyn is quite the model... some secret talent eh. Also B and I had to take a self portrait which brought back the model or photographer topic again plus the tripod topic... This is a mystery that will never be solved....

Bianca's red skirt

Caitlyn clearly fascinated

My attempt to capture Caitlyn's eye, however,  my focus was off..

A flower on Caitlyn's ear, this is fascinating 

I told her to look like she desired the flowers.... HAHAH clearly I needed to be more specific

FLYYYY TRLALAlaLLALA 

B is such a model... why why whyyyy

DREAM CATCHER. Bought it from Bangkok

This is probably the first and the last time I'll be going out with Caitlyn:( My great table partner is going to the USA to peruse her passion for art. She is a fantastic artist, a diamond in a raft.  

Also I need to blog about Bangkok, but I'll leave that for some other time. Maybe I should type out the draft today. 

I don't have plans tomorrow, and I feel horrible about that. It is strange how before O levels there were endless things to do and I felt like the world was going to come crashing down any moment. Now I feel like a free bird that has taken flight, flying toward nowhere. It kills me inside. 

Prom is next week, I found my dress. The whole time I was shopping for my dress the phrase "SAY YES TO THE DRESS" kept playing in my head... no wonder they can make a whole reality show about saying yes to the dress, except wedding dresses. Finding the perfect dress is a pain cause I'm really fussy and nothing seems to go... 

Been listening to Violet Hill covered by Brooke Fraser for weeks.. so good. 

xoxo Shan