'Castle'

[originally on the 27] *but I was being a bum* ~whispers

payed Debbie's 'castle' a visit a day before prom for some girl time. LITERALLY. I honestly think it is the girliest thing that every girl could possibly do. Surprisingly enough, it went down with much success

The day started with me taking a train to Bishan and then to Yo Chu Kang before catching bus 70 to Greenwich. The mission to Narnia is indeed long. 

Deb demanded this photo. Apparently a statue dressed in clothes is attractive to one, Deb.

We bumped into Miss Rosie Low and laughed our way to the toilet. This is my attempt at being a paparazzi.
She was our former art teacher who speaks in a peculiar accent. AKA CURVES=CEEUUVERUSSS

COME ON GIRLSSS DO U BELEIVE IN LOVE, COS I GOT SOMETHING TO TELL U AND IT GOES SOMETHING LIKE THISSS - Madonna.
This has absolutely no link, I just felt the need to...

when you need help, turn to the internet cause they offer the BEST advice, EVER. PERIOD.  

Deb got distracted by imovie in which we made a strange video with Santa in the background. Flattering.

EYELINERRRR

MAC BOOK AIR PARTY. WATCHING PRIDE AND PREJUDICE AS WELL AS YOUTUBE. WE ARE THE
MASTERS OF MULTI TASKING INDEED.

TEA! There seems to be an endless amount of food being served at Deb's house, I was fed well. 

BLUGHHHHHHH BSHHHHHH TRALALALA - Deb
all right, maybe she didn't say that but I imagine that's what she probably did. I can't remember.  Dayum, this is what happens when I blog a few days later, details slip.

GOING TO JAPANNN IN 3 DAYSSS. SO EXCITED. Planned the trip with my cousin.
WAIT FOR ME SNOW!!

OTHER THINGS THAT HAPPENED THIS WEEK
1. Prom
2.Cousin heart to heart
3.photo shooting for a conference

These posts will come, maybe. Also I need to be discipline with my 77.... this is the reason why I like humanities, there is no need for discipline to ace the subject,

XOXO Shan 

Falling in

Today, for the first time in almost a year, sundays are no longer made for the dreaded loner tuition. SO I CELEBRATE!!!!!!!

Went out with BSG today after... a year? Basically after a long long time. It's wonderful how I am still able to spend time with my childhood friends and be all silly. We are all very different right now, but the strong foundation of our friendships have been build. This I believe is what's still keeping us together, and God of course. But to think that if I had met them today for the first time, I would not be the best of friends with them because we would be worlds apart. Enough of my over thought thoughts.
I am just thankful for the good and sincere laughter that I had today, it's been months since I could do that, to feel so carefree.

+++ A fragment of today goes as such: we wanted to eat lunch at the handburger, a restaurant, so we sat down in the restaurant only to realise that the burgers cost almost 20 bucks so we wanted to leave the restaurant, however the waitress served water. Beatrice whispered "DON'T TOUCH THE WATER... NOW... JUST WALK OUT!! NOW!! GOGO GO!" And we scurried out embarrassed... We ended up eating at yoshinoya, which wasn't all that bad..
:)

On the train towards playnation

engrossed while playing mario cart


DRUMMMM ROLLLLLLL

POTRAITSSS

           

Beatrice

Ellis

Janice

Lydia

                   (we wanted to go to gardens by the bay but it poured... none the less this was fun)
No pictures of me, I was the cameraman or.... cameralady... why does the English language highlight men more...


                                                                       xoxo Shan

Confined

Today I woke up from my dream crying because someone(I can't Remeber) was praying about their recent lost and which reminded me of the critical condition my grandmother was in, I'm afraid to loose her. I woke up crying, and my heart feels like someone stamped all over it and placed it back into my body. The peculiar sour feeling in my nose too. Unpleasant, but I guess this is life isn't it, fragile and unpredictable. It also hurts to see that someone I love is in such great suffering and yet I can't do anything about it except cherish the time that I have left with her.

I guess i's just one of those days where it has a bad start.

xoxo
Shan

Hidden

[20 photos]
Today Bianca and Caitlyn came over. we lazed around(a lot) and took some photos. Turns out, Caitlyn is quite the model... some secret talent eh. Also B and I had to take a self portrait which brought back the model or photographer topic again plus the tripod topic... This is a mystery that will never be solved....

Bianca's red skirt

Caitlyn clearly fascinated

My attempt to capture Caitlyn's eye, however,  my focus was off..

A flower on Caitlyn's ear, this is fascinating 

I told her to look like she desired the flowers.... HAHAH clearly I needed to be more specific

FLYYYY TRLALAlaLLALA 

B is such a model... why why whyyyy

DREAM CATCHER. Bought it from Bangkok

This is probably the first and the last time I'll be going out with Caitlyn:( My great table partner is going to the USA to peruse her passion for art. She is a fantastic artist, a diamond in a raft.  

Also I need to blog about Bangkok, but I'll leave that for some other time. Maybe I should type out the draft today. 

I don't have plans tomorrow, and I feel horrible about that. It is strange how before O levels there were endless things to do and I felt like the world was going to come crashing down any moment. Now I feel like a free bird that has taken flight, flying toward nowhere. It kills me inside. 

Prom is next week, I found my dress. The whole time I was shopping for my dress the phrase "SAY YES TO THE DRESS" kept playing in my head... no wonder they can make a whole reality show about saying yes to the dress, except wedding dresses. Finding the perfect dress is a pain cause I'm really fussy and nothing seems to go... 

Been listening to Violet Hill covered by Brooke Fraser for weeks.. so good. 

xoxo Shan

Patience is a virtue

TWO MORE PAPERS. YES YES. PRELIMS ARE ENDING.

It's roughly 37 days to the first O'levels paper. Jittering already.
I have a list of things I really really want to accomplish after O's. I call it my footloose and fancy-free list. So far 20 items on the list.

HAPPY (ABOUT ONE MONTH LATE) BIRTHDAY B

Also here are some photos from that day. I did not edit them, therefore, I just post a picture of each of my friends.

Deb being a ghost

                                    

                                         

May or may not post the sun set ones. 

Have been procrastinating.

I love my friends.  They have been an element of joy in my life this year. Thank God for them, they keep me sane. Maybe this is what God means by wait because last year was well.. let's just say; partially hell. 

TRLALA glee season 4 is out. 

I have a feeling that it's going to be a more exciting season than the last. 

(go on click the video)

I NEED TO GO TO THE GYM BUT MY WALL NOTES

AWAIT MY MEMORIZING. I wonder why I hadn't think of doing this until last week. It's rather effective. 

SEE THAT STAR UP THERE, Deb and I are aiming for one. YES WE CAN, ALL A1 LET'S GO

Also, while watching switched at birth on cable this afternoon, I realized that advertisement annoy me. I think it's because the exams are coming and I've became more conscious of time. 

(which is a good thing? I don't know)

I haven't touch my DSLR in a month. When O's are over, I'll be rekindling our friendship(metaphorically) MOAHAHA I am going to use the camera every day.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS. AND CHURCH CAMP AND HOLIDAY WITH COUSIN AND AND AND... you'll see.

TRLALALALALALALLALALALA

XOXO Shan

PS there is a irregularity in my xo(s) some time it's XOXO, sometimes it's xoxo. IT ANNOYS ME BUT I'M A LAZY PERSON. 

Time warp

Today, my mum found the old home videos. If there is anything I learnt about my smaller self, it's that I
1. Sung a lot
2. Loved to tilt my head sideways
3. Always ate
4. Had a Dora accent
5. Talked a lot

I wonder why only 1 and 3 is exhibited in my 16 year old self today. I wonder why...

I was a strange kid, because I was extremely hyper; Even I got annoyed watching myself. I was the type of kid you would love to shoot an arrow through his/her head in order to shut his/her up.

Trlalalalala

P.S prelims are coming. FKJHEKFJHSOIFHOEIJS. I can't wait for O's to be over.

I was a rain deer. A rain deer called rainy. 

Xoxo

Shan