Dilemma stares back.

So getting myself off the internet for a substantial amount of time encourages my mind to wonder and go in to deep thought. Which got me thinking about how so many things have changed since the beginning of sec 1 until now. Also, over dinner today, my dad ask me what I had in mind for the future. I have given him no definite answer. The rough picture though is 1. do well for Os 2. Get into a good JC 3. Do wells for As 4. study in a university. As you can see, my life plan is pretty mediocre. But what really is there? Doesn't everyone(almost) go down the same path? I mean sure you'll find different things and meet different people along the way but we all end up at the similar destinations. A job. A permanent job that you will labour away at in order to pay the bills until you're old. The fact that I'm able to type out this list with ease shows how cliche the situation is. I wonder if my life would take a turn in view of being any different.

Anyway, all deep thoughts aside. Today started well  with a late 10am breakfast of an apple and a bowl of oats. Then math math math math math math. DINNER. math math math math. yeah... great day. It is 22 hours++ to the 10 week count down to prelim once it strikes midnight tomorrow. All right this is the last time that I'm going to type about this so bear with me this last time. The reality of the situation scares me. It's a rather bittersweet situation. On one hand I would love time to pass more slowly so I'll have more time to study but on the other hand I'll like Os to be over as soon as possible. ASAP(?). I''ll miss some people that are close to my heart and wouldn't want to leave them so soon however I'll like to get out of the class full of MOST people that I can't stand. Dilemma, dilemma.  

Oh yes and I just finished a pot of tea while reflective me was being reflective.

Here is the moon after dinner at 8. It's a long day today, the sun did not set until the clock struck 7.45pm. Unusual.

Also at the place where we ate our dinner I spotted a sign that read "THANK YOU FOR NO SMOKING HERE" I think 'O' is rather lonely without a 'T'

A cup of tea is a reflective soul's great companion. 

YES.

There is church tomorrow/today. After that a lunch with some long long long long long long long lost relatives that are visiting from China. How on earth they found us still remains a mystery. I've never met them in my life so I hope tomorrow's lunch ends well. 

xoxo Shan